Load (Remastered) - Deluxe Box Set (Blackened, 2025) LP 1 / SIDE ONE - Load (Remastered) 1.Ain't My Bitch 2.2 x 4 3.The House Jack Built 4.Until It Sleeps LP 1 / SIDE TWO 1.King Nothing 2.Hero of the Day 3.Bleeding Me LP 2 / SIDE THREE 1.Cure 2.Poor Twisted Me 3.Wasting My Hate 4.Mama Said LP 2 / SIDE FOUR 1.Thorn Within 2.Ronnie 3.The Outlaw Torn LP 3 / SIDE ONE - "Mama Said" Picture Disc 1.Mama Said (Remastered) LP 3 / SIDE TWO - 1.Ain't My Bitch (Live at Irvine Meadows Amphitheater, Irvine, CA - August 4th, 1996) LP 4 / SIDE ONE - Loadapalooza '96 (Live at Irvine Meadows Amphitheatre, Irvine, CA - August 4th, 1996) 1.Intro Jam 2.So What 3.Creeping Death Sad But True LP 4 / SIDE TWO 1.Ain't My Bitch 2.Whiplash 3.Fade to Black LP 5 / SIDE THREE 1.King Nothing 2.One LP 5 / SIDE FOUR 1.Until It Sleeps 2.For Whom the Bell Tolls 3.Wherever I May Roam LP 6 / SIDE FIVE 1.Nothing Else Matters 2.Enter Sandman LP 6 / SIDE SIX 1.Encore Jam 2.Last Caress 3.Master of Puppets 4.Overkill CD 1 - Load (Remastered) 1.Ain't My Bitch 2.2 x 4 3.The House Jack Built 4.Until It Sleeps 5.King Nothing 6.Hero of the Day 7.Bleeding Me 8.Cure 9.Poor Twisted Me 10.Wasting My Hate 11.Mama Said 12.Thorn Within 13.Ronnie 14.The Outlaw Torn CD 2 - Shadowcast (Disc 1) 1.Riff Tape Intro 2.Bitch ("Ain't My Bitch" Riff) 3.2 x 4 (Riff) 4.2 x 4 (Riff II) 5.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Riff) 6.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Riff II) 7.Load ("King Nothing" Riff) 8.Mouldy ("Hero of the Day" Riff) 9.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Riff) 10.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Riff II) 11.Believe ("Cure" Riff) 12.Believe ("Cure" Riff II) 13.Believe ("Cure" Riff III) 14.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Riff) 15.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Riff II) 16.NC-17 ("Thorn Within" Riff) 17.NC-17 ("Thorn Within" Riff II) 18.Ronnie (Jam) 19.Outlaw ("The Outlaw Torn" Riff) 20.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Demo) 21.Load ("King Nothing" Demo) 22.2 x 4 (Demo) 23.Mouldy ("Hero of the Day" Demo) 24.NC-17 ("Thorn Within" Demo) 25.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Demo) 26.Believe ("Cure" Demo) 27.Dusty ("Poor Twisted Me" Demo) 28.Ronnie (Demo) 29.Outlaw ("The Outlaw Torn" Demo) CD 3 - Shadowcast (Disc 2) 1.Bitch ("Ain't My Bitch" Demo) 2.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Demo) 3.Mama ("Mama Said" Demo) 4.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Vocal Idea) 5.Thorn Within (Guilty) ("Thorn Within" Vocal Idea) 6.Egypt ("The House Jack Built" Vocal Idea) 7.Mama ("Mama Said" Vocal Idea) 8.The Blue and The Gray (and the Red) ("Ronnie" Vocal Idea) 9.Poor Twizted Me ("Poor Twisted Me" Vocal Idea) 10.F.O.B.D. ("Until It Sleeps" Vocal Idea) 11.Bitch ("Ain't My Bitch" Take 15) 12.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Take 5) CD 4 - Shadowcast (Disc 3) 1.2 x 4 (Take 16) 2.NC-17 ("Thorn Within" Take 18) 3.Believe ("Cure" Take 14) 4.Load ("King Nothing" Take 16) 5.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Take 16) 6.Dusty ("Poor Twisted Me" Take 12) 7.Ronny ("Ronnie" Take 16) 8.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Take 9) 9.Mouldy ("Hero of the Day" Take 16) 10.Outlaw ("The Outlaw Torn" Take 12) 11.Mama ("Mama Said" Take 15) 12.F.O.B.D. ("Until It Sleeps" Take 7) 13.Mama ("Mama Said" New Arrangement Take 7) CD 5 - Shadowcast (Disc 4) 1.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 2.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 3.Bitch ("Ain't My Bitch" Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 4.2 x 4 (Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 5.Load ("King Nothing" Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 6.Believe ("Cure" Original Arrangement Rough Mix) 7.2 x 4 (Re-Edit Version 1 Rough Mix) 8.Dusty ("Poor Twisted Me" Vocal Comp Rough Mix) 9.NC-17 ("Thorn Within" Scratch Vocal Rough Mix) 10.Jack ("The House Jack Built" Re-Edit Version 1 Rough Mix) 11.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Edit Version 1 Rough Mix) 12.Mouldy ("Hero of the Day" Scratch Vocal Rough Mix) 13.F.O.B.D. ("Until It Sleeps" Rough Chorus Vocal Idea Mix) 14.Believe ("Cure" Kirk Solo Comp 1 Rough Mix) CD 6 - Shadowcast (Disc 5) 1.Load ("King Nothing" Kirk Solo Comp 2 Rough Mix) 2.Bitch ("Ain't My Bitch" Original Ending Alternate Mix) 3.Mouldy ("Hero of the Day" Instrumental Mix) 4.Boss ("Bleeding Me" Lead Vocal Comp Rough Mix) 5.Mama ("Mama Said" Acoustics Only Alternate Mix) 6.Ronnie (Instrumental Rough Mix) 7.Streamline ("Wasting My Hate" Fraze Slam Mix) 8.Mama ("Mama Said" No Band Alternate Mix) 9.Load ("King Nothing" Lead Vocal Comp Rough Mix) 10.Ronnie (Vocal Comp Rough Mix) 11.Jack ("The House Jack Built" More FX Alternate Mix) 12.Outlaw ("The Outlaw Torn" Outlaw of Torn Vocal Tag Alternate Mix) CD 7 - B-Sides & Rarities The Whole Motörhead-ache Mess 1.Overkill 2.Damage Case 3.Stone Dead Forever 4.Too Late Too Late 5.The Chase is Better Than the Catch 6.(We Are) The Road Crew/Overkill (Reprise) Alternate Edits 1.Mama Said (Radio Edit) 2.The Outlaw Torn (No More Manufacturing Limits!) The Remixes That Should Not Be 1.Until It Sleeps (Herman Melville Mix) 2.Hero of the Day (Outta B-Sides Mix) 3.King Nothing (Tepid Mix) 4.Hero of the Day (Unreleased Aux Mix) Misc. Shit 1.Mama Said (Live on Later…with Jools Holland) CD 8 - Escape from the Studio '95 (Disc 1) (Live at Donington Park, Castle Donington, England - August 26th, 1995) 1.The Ecstasy of Gold 2.Breadfan 3.Master of Puppets 4.Wherever I May Roam 5.The God That Failed 6.Fade to Black 7.2 x 4 8.Kill/Ride Medley 9.Bass Doodle 10.For Whom the Bell Tolls 11.Devil's Dance 12.Donington Jam 13.Creeping Death CD 9 - Escape from the Studio '95 (Disc 2) 1.Welcome Home (Sanitarium) 2.Harvester of Sorrow 3.Guitar Solo 4.Nothing Else Matters 5.Sad But True 6.One 7.Last Caress 8.Seek & Destroy 9.Enter Sandman 10.So What 11.2 x 4 (Live at Astoria 2, London, England - August 23rd, 1995) 12.Devil's Dance (Live at Astoria 2, London, England - August 23rd, 1995) CD 10 - Club Shows & Rehearsals (Disc 1) (Live at Slim's, San Francisco, CA - June 10th, 1996) 1.Intro Jam 2.So What 3.Creeping Death 4.Sad But True 5.Ain't My Bitch 6.Whiplash 7.Fade to Black 8.King Nothing 9.One 10.Until It Sleeps 11.For Whom the Bell Tolls 12.Wherever I May Roam CD 11 - Club Shows & Rehearsals (Disc 2) 1.Nothing Else Matters 2.Enter Sandman 3.Encore Jam 4.Last Caress (w/ Jim Martin) 5.Master of Puppets 6.Overkill 7.Motorbreath Poor Rehearsing Me (August '96) 1.Wasting My Hate (Hun Sound Rehearsal) 2.The House Jack Built (Hun Sound Rehearsal) WMMS Coffee Break Concert (Live at 100.7 WMMS Coffee Break Concert) 1.Last Caress 2.King Nothing 3.Devil's Dance 4.Wasting My Hate 5.Hero of the Day 6.Whiplash 7.Motorbreath CD 12 - Poor Norwegian Me '96 (Disc 1) (Live at Oslo Spektrum, Oslo, Norway - November 23rd, 1996) 1.Intro Jam 2.So What 3.Creeping Death 4.Sad But True 5.Ain't My Bitch 6.Whiplash 7.Bleeding Me 8.King Nothing 9.One 10.Wasting My Hate 11.Bass/Guitar Doodle 12.Nothing Else Matters 13.Until It Sleeps 14.For Whom the Bell Tolls CD 13 - Poor Norwegian Me '96 (Disc 2) 1.Wherever I May Roam 2.Fade to Black 3.Seek & Destroy/Fight Fire with Fire 4.Encore Jam 5.Last Caress 6.Master of Puppets 7.Enter Sandman 8.Encore Jam #2 9.Am I Evil? 10.Motorbreath 11.Bleeding Me (Birmingham, England Rehearsal) 12.Until It Sleeps (Birmingham, England Rehearsal) 13.The House Jack Built (Birmingham, England Rehearsal) CD 14 - Poor Touring Me '96 - '97 (Disc 1) 1.Intro Jam (Live at Rosemont Horizon, Chicago, IL - February 9th, 1997) 2.So What (Live at Forum København, Copenhagen, Denmark - November 26th, 1996) 3.Creeping Death (Live at Great Western Forum, Los Angeles, CA - December 20th, 1996) 4.Sad But True (Live at Palazzo dello Sport, Rome, Italy - September 26th, 1996) 5.Ain't My Bitch (Live at McNichols Sports Arena, Denver, CO - January 24th, 1997) 6.Hero of the Day (Live at Miami Arena, Miami, FL - April 19th, 1997) 7.Whiplash (Live at Point Theatre, Dublin, Ireland - October 9th, 1996) 8.Bleeding Me (Live at Westfalenhalle, Dortmund, Germany, October 21st, 1996) 9.King Nothing (Live at Civic Arena, Pittsburgh, PA - March 26th, 1997) 10.One (Live at Saskatchewan Place, Saskatoon, SK, Canada - May 26th, 1997) 11.2 x 4 (Live at Sportovni Hala, Prague, Czech Republic - September 9th, 1996) 12.Wasting My Hate (Live at Velódromo de Anoeta, San Sebastian, Spain - September 18th, 1996) 13.Devil's Dance (Live at Madison Square Garden, New York, NY - March 10th ,1997) CD 15 - Poor Touring Me '96 - '97 (Disc 2) 1.Bass/Guitar Doodle (Live at Tingley Coliseum, Albuquerque, New Mexico - January 8th, 1997) 2.Nothing Else Matters (Live at Estádio do Restelo in Lisbon, Portugal on September 20th, 1996) 3.Until It Sleeps (Live at Thomas & Mack Center, Las Vegas, NV - January 10th, 1997) 4.For Whom the Bell Tolls (Live at Prins Van Oranjehal, Utrecht, Netherlands - November 12th, 1996) 5.Wherever I May Roam (Live at Spokane Arena, Spokane, WA - May 16th, 1997) 6.Fade to Black (Live at Centre Molson, Montreal, QC, Canada - March 28th, 1997) 7.Kill/Ride Medley (Live at Spodek, Katowice, Poland, September 8th, 1996) 8.Encore Jam (Live at Riverfront Coliseum, Cincinnati, OH - April 16th, 1997) 9.The Shortest Straw (Live at Flanders Expo, Ghent, Belgium - September 14th, 1996) 10.Master of Puppets (Live at Barrowland, Glasgow, Scotland - October 10th, 1996) 11.Enter Sandman (Live at The Omni, Atlanta, GA - April 22nd, 1997) 12.Encore Jam #2 (Live at Le Dome, Marseille, France - October 2nd, 1996) 13.Fuel (Live at Rosemont Horizon, Chicago, IL - February 9th, 1997) 14.Breadfan (Live at Seidenstickerhalle, Bielefeld, Germany - November 11th, 1996) 15.Overkill (Live at Earls Court, London, UK - October 12th, 1996) DVD 1 - Studio Shit + U.K. Shenanigans Studio Shit: November 1995 1.Rehearsals at The Plant Pt. 1 2.Writing in Lars' Dungeon Pt. 1 A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica Pt. 1 1.A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica: Pt. 1 - London 2.Soundcheck (Live in London, England) 3.2 x 4 (Live in London, England) 4.Devil's Dance (Live in London, England) A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica Pt. 2 1.A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica: Pt. 2 - Castle Donington 2.2 x 4 (Live in Castle Donington, England) 3.Kill/Ride Medley (Live in Castle Donington, England) 4.Devil's Dance (Live in Castle Donington, England) DVD 2 - Polar Beach Party 1.Soundcheck 2.Backstage 3.The Ecstasy of Gold (Live) 4.Creeping Death (Live) 5.Master of Puppets (Live) 6.Wherever I May Roam (Live) 7.Harvester of Sorrow (Live) 8.Fade to Black (Live) 9.2 x 4 (Live) 10.Bass Doodle (Live) 11.For Whom the Bell Tolls (Live) 12.Devil's Dance (Live) 13.Seek & Destroy (Live) 14.Guitar Doodle (Live) 15.Nothing Else Matters (Live) 16.Sad But True (Live) 17.One (Live) 18.Enter Sandman (Live) 19.So What (Live) A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica: Pt. 3 1.A Week and a Half in the Life of Metallica: Pt. 3 - Tuk DVD 3 - Poor Swedish Me '96 1.Intro Jam (Live) 2.Last Caress (Live) 3.Creeping Death (Live) 4.Sad But True (Live) 5.Ain't My Bitch (Live) 6.Whiplash (Live) 7.Bleeding Me (Live) 8.King Nothing (Live) 9.One (Live) 10.Devil's Dance (Live) 11.Bass/Guitar Doodle (Live) 12.Nothing Else Matters (Live) 13.Until It Sleeps (Live) 14.For Whom the Bell Tolls (Live) 15.Wherever I May Roam (Live) 16.Fade to Black (Live) 17.Kill/Ride Medley (Live) 18.Encore Jam (Live) 19.So What (Live) 20.Master of Puppets (Live) 21.Enter Sandman (Live) 22.Encore Jam #2 (Live) 23.Breadfan (Live) 24.Overkill (Live) DVD 4 - On the Air: Music Videos + TV Appearances Music Videos 1.Until It Sleeps (Official Music Video) 2.Hero of the Day (Director's Cut) 3.Mama Said (Official Music Video) 4.King Nothing (Official Music Video) 5.Hero of the Day (U.S. Version) 6.Hero of the Day (U.K. Version) 7.Hero of the Day (Cowboy Footage) MTV Motherload (U.S. Version) 1.MTV Motherload (U.S. Version) 2.MTV Motherload (Euro Version) TV Appearances 1.Until It Sleeps (Live on the MTV Video Music Awards) 2.Hero of the Day (Live on Top of the Pops) 3.Wasting My Hate (Live on Later…with Jools Holland) 4.Mama Said (Live on Later…with Jools Holland) 5.King Nothing (Live on Later…with Jools Holland) 6.Last Caress/So What (Live on the MTV Europe Music Awards) 7.Mama Said (Live on Sverige-Sovjet) 8.King Nothing (Live on the American Music Awards)

 LA MAYOR

Carolina Sanín

Laguna. Bogotá. Marzo de 2025. 91pp 

No le paré bolas al suceso de las niñas perdidas o sobrevivientes de aquel accidente del Amazonas, en Guaviare

Ese mismo año hubo libro de crónica, hubo novela gráfica, hubo documental en netflix

Sabía de la poesía de Carolina porque una vez le publicaron un poema en un periódico alternativo de Medellín

Pero ahorita no quiero decir nada del libro

Seguiré releyéndolo en los siguientes dos años, a lo sumo

Pescaré ciertos comentarios que saldrán en redes sociales: "Creo que esta puede ser la mejor versión de la prosa de Carolina, la poética"

Intuí la conexión que habrá con Dante

Sanín junto a Dante junto a Homero, Lucano, Ovidio y Horacio

La poesía tratando de alcanzar la realidad, contando noticias o eventos o narrando una historia para que la gente en sí no se aburra de leer poesía

La narración, véase en este mismo espacio los intentos de Faciolince o de Vásquez, necesitando del temblor sublime que solo la poesía da ¿para vender más? no, para dejar en sus hdv cuando llegue el momento del estallido que todo lo pueden todo lo saben en todo campo resultan ser las mejores

Entonces pensaba en lo que estoy leyendo ahorita que es sobre el Palacio de Justicia en 1985 y sospechaba que este evento de las niñas y la selva y el avión y el rescate era una forma de decir que Colombia también es alguna noticia dulce o que une o que permite creer o que permite entonces al algoritmo recrear desde muchas maneras poéticas y poco narcisistas lo que llevó a mantener el vilo de una hazaña que ... involucra a gentes dispersas (ejército e indígenas vs ejército y guerrilla), se necesita entrar a alguna parte (A Palacio desde las bombas o a la selva desde la incomodidad obligatoria de un respeto que sobre pasa lo humano), pero a diferencia de 1985 acá no bombardean para rescatar y el presidente no se queda callado y el general se tira en rape desde el helicóptero y no le da miedo como es usual en generales adictos ya a clubes y bebidas alcohólicas y se tiene paciencia y se dialoga y se descubre y se aprende y se descubre. Definitivamente el M tenía razón hace 40 años cuando se necesitaba erradicar a toda esa plaga política incapaz de dejar su pensión para darle paso a la salvación

¿Es verdad lo que canta Sanín? ¿Es verdad lo del brujo que ve el lugar donde están las niñas y al otro día incluso su huella se topa en el camino para asegurar que no hay pérdida?

Sin prometer nada. A buscar la bibliografía del acontecimiento y a hundirme en ese recóndito mundo de una parte del país que luce inconquistable y que permite, vaya, todavía la necesidad del anonimato para poder descifrar la maraña del amplio presente ubicado en cada yo 

38 años bastaron para que algo empezara a sanar en la débil historia nuestra un suceso tan radical y expuesto

¿No es Alonso de Orozco el que dice "Muy loable es al hombre devoto salir fuera pocas veces y huir de mostrarse"?